Sunday, January 20, 2013

Some Random Thoughts on St. Joseph, Porn, and Sleep:

Back when I was in the gay lifestyle and the sex industry, I literally never slept. I remember one time, for about 6 weeks, I did not close my eyes even once. Scientists may say this is an impossibility, but the devil does not follow the laws of Nature: that is how he has men and women convinced that two men and two women can be just like a married couple with kids, and the white-picket fence, etc. I was the opposite of my namesake, the great St. Joseph, the man whom I love above every man on Earth. I could not dream. I could not hear the Lord. I was alive, but dead. 

(Note: Men who are addicted to porn have written to me and revealed that when they go on porn binges, they often do not sleep for days at a time.)





7 comments:

  1. Hi Brother Joseph.

    I am writing to discuss science and insomnia but I want to adress the readers first.

    We are designed to be able to rest physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally. Jesus said we are to come to Him for our rest.

    Some of you may not know who Alistair Crowley is. He practiced witchcraft, wrote books and founded the OTO. He was the real deal. I mention him because he taught that if a person wanted to be in league with the devil, one would have to deprive one's self of sleep.

    I also want to point out that sleep deprivation is a known torture technique and it can lead to insanity.
    For those of you struggling, please invite Jesus to be your personal Lord and Savior. He is the only way.
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    The genetic disorder Fatal Familial Insomnia causes the sufferer to stay awake for at least six months and then they die.

    These poor people suffer hallucinations. Researchers discovered these people's brains show signs of them experiencing REM sleep stage while awake. This explains the hallucinations.

    There is no treatment. Narcotics cannot put them to sleep. The hypothalamus part of their brains are being attacked and destroyed by prions (misshapen proteins. Remember that DNA codes for proteins).

    This reminds me of Satan. He comes to steal, kill, and destroy.

    Jesus loves you best. I love you all as well. T. W.

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    1. Thank you so much for the insight.

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    2. You are most welcome. We all have something to share. : ) T. W.

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  2. Thank you as well T.W. Joseph, when you speak about your past experiences I can't help but think that something evil had truly possessed your soul. You were not yourself anymore, literally. I personally believe that when we do one too many self-serving acts then we invite the devil to use us as his playground. Indulging in porn is one of the most self-serving things that people can do, watching it and taking part in it. There's nothing redeeming at all about any part of it. People need to know this and to guard their actions always. That's why we were given a consciousness after all. Love and Blessings, S.O.

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    1. Hi S. O. I enjoy your comments. I thought about what you said. Thoughts proceed actions. We can guard our thoughts by being mindful of what we take in with our eyes and ears.

      You spoke the truth. Our Lord Jesus said to guard our hearts and our mouth speaks from our heart. Truth is truth no matter what our personal beliefs are. Once again, thank you for giving me food for thought. This is one of the most intellectually stimulating blogs on the internet.

      Thank you Lord Jesus for continually blessing Brother Joseph and his work. Thank you for touching our hearts. T. W.

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  3. Thank you T.W., I enjoy your comments too, and of course Joseph's. And for the record, I do believe in Jesus too. He has been saving me a lot lately actually. Helped me to overcome certain negative traits of mine that I was beginning to believe were quite unfixable. I just surrendered them all up to Him. He did the rest, and I feel healed. Love and Blessings, S.O.

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    1. Hi. May the Lord God continue to bless you, keep you, and make his face to shine upon you. T. W.

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