Over
the last few days, I have been really struggling between whether or
not I should go through with publishing a book detailing my
experiences in porn, the occult, and the gay world. I am lazy,
cowardly, and easily intimidated. Out-of-nowhere, several times,
during the same day, I came across this section of Holy Scripture. I
am this man. Thank you Jesus.
AND they came over
the strait of the sea into the country of the Gerasens. And as he
went out of the ship, immediately there met him out of the monuments
a man with an unclean spirit, Who had his dwelling in the tombs, and
no man now could bind him, not even with chains. For having been
often bound with fetters and chains, he had burst the chains, and
broken the fetters in pieces, and no one could tame him. And he was
always day and night in the monuments and in the mountains, crying
and cutting himself with stones. And seeing Jesus afar off, he ran
and adored him. And crying with a loud voice, he said: What have I to
do with thee, Jesus the Son of the most high God? I adjure thee by
God that thou torment me not. For he said unto him: Go out of the
man, thou unclean spirit. And he asked him: What is thy name? And he
saith to him: My name is Legion, for we are many. And he besought him
much, that he would not drive him away out of the country. And there
was there near the mountain a great herd of swine, feeding. And the
spirits besought him, saying: Send us into the swine, that we may
enter into them. And Jesus immediately gave them leave. And the
unclean spirits going out, entered into the swine: and the herd with
great violence was carried headlong into the sea, being about two
thousand, and were stifled in the sea.
And they that fed
them fled, and told it in the city and in the fields. And they went
out to see what was done: And they came to Jesus, and they see him
that was troubled with the devil, sitting, clothed, and well in his
wits, and they were afraid. And they that had seen it, told them, in
what manner he had been dealt with who had the devil; and concerning
the swine. And they began to pray him that he would depart from their
coasts. And when he went up into the ship, he that had been troubled
with the devil, began to beseech him that he might be with him. And
he admitted him not, but saith to him: Go into thy house to thy
friends, and tell them how great things the Lord hath done for thee,
and hath had mercy on thee. And he went his way, and began to publish
in Decapolis how great things Jesus had done for him: and all men
wondered.













































